Chapter 036: Tiziane
"Following
everything I've known
I
was wandering all alone
Waiting
for a time
That
might have been
My
own way down
Suddenly
everything is wrong
Have
I really been gone so long?
Hanging
by the nails
Across
my idle eyes so wide"
Fading
Senses - IQ
I was just sitting there, quietly reading a book in one of the many
sitting-rooms in castle Amber, when all hell broke loose around me. After
a few days of putting together a whole little Shadow world for my children and
seeing them and Anna safely installed there, I felt I had deserved something of
a rest. I should have known better than to go back to Amber for it, though.
It all started pretty quietly with Uncle Julian entering the room,
looking for something to drink. I offered him a glass of wine from the bottle I
had brought with me from my journeys, and asked him how he was doing. He
accepted the drink and started telling me about a possible situation in Hywara,
one of the Golden Circle Shadows. It appeared that there had recently been a
coup there, bringing a profoundly anti-Amber faction to power. There had been
some strange rumours going around, and Random had sent Boadice over to
investigate. She had but recently returned with news of artifacts in the shape
of collars that apparently could stop any use of power, be it Trump or Pattern
or anything else. Julian had just come from Random, having discussed the course
of action they would take, for they couldn't just let it go by and do nothing.
"It's not a very nice thought, these collars," Julian observed.
"Boadice told us that she had also seen Alexander in Hywara. Nobody had
been aware of his presence there, but one can easily speculate about his
objectives. A few of these collars might come in really handy at the
moment."
"Yes," I said, "and especially in the right hands."
Julian smiled coolly at me and I gave him an innocent look in return. As far as
I was concerned there were only a few people who qualified for the post of the
right hands for this job. Funny, you think you've got so much power and every
time something comes along that tells you that you still haven't got enough.
We talked on for a couple of minutes, mostly about this and that, until
the sound of heavy footfalls in the corridor outside made us both look up. They
stopped outside the door and it swung open, revealing the scowling figure of
Uncle Gerard. He took one glance around the room, spotted Julian, drew his sword
and charged. Julian appeared to be quite surprised by this brutal attack, but
his reactions kicked in quickly enough for him to draw his own sword and parry
the first blow just in the nick of time. As for me, I dived out of the way of
the two blades and withdrew to a safe corner, not knowing what to do or even
what this was all about. I tried shouting at both of them, but Julian was too
busy defending himself and Gerard was just too plain angry. Angry? He was
positively livid! I couldn't help but wonder what Julian had done to deserve
this.
Fortunately, the combatants appeared to be matched rather evenly. Gerard
had the raw strength, but Julian was a little quicker and more agile, and it
seemed that he could easily keep on fending Gerard off for quite a while.
However, I didn't think that the castle would be able to survive a prolonged
battle between them: the sitting-room was already in shambles from a mere couple
of minutes of fighting. A crash, and glass splinters and a red stain on the
carpet were all that remained of my excellent glass of wine. Another crash
marked the end of the comfortable chair I had until recently had the pleasure of
sitting in. That did it! Time to call in some reinforcements. With one eye on my
uncles I sought out my Trumps and tried to
contact Random. Well, contact came, but he was not very happy to see me.
"Can't I have some peace and quiet for once?" he burst out.
"I'm busy planning an invasion! This'd better be good."
"Umm, well, it's Julian and Gerard. They're
fighting here in the castle and it looks pretty serious. Gerard just barged in
and attacked Julian with no apparent reason..."
"Look, I don't have time for this
nonsense," Random interjected. "Just go and find someone else to deal
with it. Gerard and Julian you said? Contact Caine, he'll deal with it." He
broke contact. Great! What had I done to deserve this? For a moment I considered
calling someone else, but I realised that when it came down to it Random's
suggestion would really the best option available. A quick dodge to avoid one of
Gerard's wide slashes told me I'd better hurry up too. Another card, another
contact. Fortunately, Caine was in and taking calls. Was that a slight raising
of his eyebrows? I thought it was. I bet it was.
"Yes?" he said coolly. "What can I do for you?"
"I've got a bit of a situation over
here," I said.
"A fight, if I see it correctly."
"Yes. Gerard just barged into the room and
attacked Julian. He looks really angry too."
"Oh dear," Caine said, "he must have
found out. How very inconvenient. I'd better come over and settle this
myself." He grabbed a few things and then Trumped through to me. With one
quick look he surveyed what was left of the sitting-room.
"Gerard," he said in a level voice.
"Shut up! He went too far this time!" was
the shouted reply.
"Gerard." Somewhat more insistent.
"You keep out of this!"
For a moment Caine was silent, apparently weighing the consequences of
his next action, then he said: "Gerard, it was my idea." That got his
attention. Gerard swivelled around to face Caine, but hesitated for a moment
before attacking. Julian made use of this moment to quickly disarm him, but that
didn't stop him from marching angrily up to Caine.
"What do you mean?" he demanded.
"Julian was the one who arranged the whole
matter," Caine explained calmly, "but only at my suggestion. Besides,
she was never really in any danger." I wondered what they were going on
about. What could have happened to make Gerard this angry?
"You mean you have had Rhiane kidnapped, just
so you could find that no-good shoddy son of yours?"
"Yes," Caine replied calmly.
"How dare you take so basely advantage
of...," Gerard began.
"She's Eric's daughter," Caine
interjected, "she can take care of herself. And of course we kept an eye on
her all along. You should be happy that it all worked out so well. With Rhiane's
help we managed to set Murlas free, so now everything has finally been put back
to order."
"Was Murlas being held captive?" I asked, but Caine ignored me.
Gerard didn't, however. I could see him thinking for a moment, then he said:
"Yeah, he was never a prisoner, was he?"
"I see, brother," Caine said, shaking his
head wistfully, "that you're not very well informed. As usual I may
add." Uh-oh! I didn't think it was very wise to get Gerard even angrier at
this time. I hoped Caine knew what he was doing.
"I don't give a damn what you're up to with that little killer
kid," Gerard snarled, "just keep your dirty hands off Rhiane." He
lurged forward, only to land face first on the carpet, tripped up by Julian, his
erstwhile opponent. Meanwhile Caine had quickly taken a step backward and drawn
his sword. Gerard glared angrily up at the two drawn swords that were being
pointed at him.
"I suggest we postpone any further discussion of this matter until
such time as you have sufficiently cooled off," Caine said to him. Gerard's
expression said that he'd rather snap Caine's neck between his hands like a
twig, but angry as he was he still knew when he was outnumbered. He scrambled to
his feet, gave Caine one last glare, turned around and walked out of the room.
There was not much left of the door after he had closed it behind him.
"I told you he wouldn't be happy about
this," Julian said to Caine.
"Hmm, I seem to have underestimated our
brother's sentimentality once again." He shrugged, and without as much as a
glance at me the two of them left the room.
I surveyed the wreckage. Well, there wasn't much I could do about it but
call for the servants to clean this mess up. While they were busy Boadice came
walking in, quite surprised by the sight of the room. I offered her a drink from
the bottle of wine, which had miraculously survived the ordeal.
"What's been going on here?" she asked
me.
"Oh, there was this little misunderstanding
between Gerard on the one hand and Julian and Caine on the other."
"Must have been more than just a little one by
the looks of it. What was it all about?"
"I don't know precisely," I said.
"They were all kind of vague." She looked at me with the expression of
a puppy who's been promised some goodies if she'd behave. Aah, I might as well
tell her the whole story. It would once again serve as a good warning of Caine's
methods, I felt.
"I'm glad to hear that Rhiane's in no
danger," she said when I had finished. "I suppose everything will be
alright then." She looked around the room again. "On the other
hand..."
"I know what you mean," I said.
"It's like I said: Gerard was a little bit upset." She cursed loudly,
took another hefty swig from the bottle, thanked me for the info and paced out
of the room again. Always in a hurry, that girl. I must make her sit down for a
real conversation one of these days.
There was to be no real Family dinner that evening due to a lack of
participants. Most of my relatives had called in with the staff saying they were
too busy to attend, so I ended up eating alone, again finding some distraction
in a good book. This one was all about the different forms of performance arts
in Amber and the Golden Circle Shadows, apparently written by some Cornelius
Vazga, whom I remembered meeting once very briefly, back when I was in Telgan.
It didn't surprise me one bit that he hung around in cousin Algo's place:
judging from the man's writing I'd say he was pretty good himself. I decided to
keep this book a while, at least until I had finished reading it.
When I entered my room, however, I wasn't too engrossed in my literature
not to notice immediately that it had another occupant. I put the book down on
my table and slowly turned around, preparing for the worst. The figure in the
far corner was feminine, red-headed and all too familiar: the lady Tiziane. Oh
great! How was I supposed to forget all about someone when they kept showing up
again and again? And in my own chambers too!
"Lord Dorian," she said with a friendly smile, "I believe
I hadn't thanked you yet for assisting me in a rather awkward situation."
Well, at least she sounded a lot more coherent than the first time.
"You're welcome, I guess," I said.
"I must say that you have a surprising way of appearing where I least
expect you to."
"Oh, I hope I'm not disturbing you?" She
seemed genuinely worried for a moment.
"No, no," I reassured her, "it's
quite alright. I just hadn't expected any visitors this evening."
"We usually do not really stop to consider
such matters," she said. I refrained from asking her who she meant by that
`we'. Instead I offered her a seat and a drink, which she both gracefully
accepted.
"I hope you are fully recovered," I said
as I passed her her glass.
"Yes, thanks to your help, and that of Lord
Benedict, I've managed to reclaim my rightful place in the scheme of things. It
had been quite a long time."
"Speaking of Lord Benedict, as you call him, I must confess that he
had more or less ordered me to forget I had ever laid eyes on you." She
looked at me seriously.
"Lord Benedict is a cautious man. He was right
in thinking that your involvement in our affairs would be dangerous to you, more
so since at that moment he wasn't fully aware of the true state of things. If
you'd prefer it that I'd leave, however..."
"Oh, no, no,"I quickly said, "not at
all. I'm intrigued, however: you were refering to a `we' just now."
"I meant me and my sisters," she said.
"My Family." She sighed. "You know how it is."
"Didn't your sisters worry about you, when you
had been gone for so long?" I asked. I didn't know for how long she had
actually been away, but if she could still remember Cymnea and King Oberon it
must have been quite some time.
"Oh, certainly they did," Tizzy said, "but they didn't
know where I was. Besides, the question whether or not we are really immortal
has still not been answered, so they may have thought that I had died."
"Immortal? I don't want to offend you, but
what exactly are you?" She thought a moment before answering me.
"Is that a question you can easily answer
about yourself?" she asked.
"Up to a certain point I think I can,
yes."
"Well, up to a certain point we also know what
we are. Our origins lie outside your time." She frowned. "It's hard to
talk about this in terms that you will be able to understand. When I use the
term `sisters' I don't really mean any kind of physical relationship, as in your
case, but more a relationship as to what and how we are." Puzzling, but yet
also fascinating.
"As I said before, I'm intrigued. Does the
term `sisters' mean that your relatives are all females?"
"Yes, or at least, that is how others perceive
us."
"How many of you are there?" I asked.
"Seven...," she replied hesitantly.
"I'm not really sure anymore, but I believe there were seven of us. I think
that's the number you would use. Not everyone is involved in your reality,
however, but my two youngest sisters spend most of their time here." I had
already got a feeling about who those two sisters might be, and when Tiziane saw
my expression she said: "My sister Violet you've heard of perhaps?" I
nodded. "She's my youngest sister." I somehow felt that she was using
the word `young' in a different sense than I would use it. "And then
there's Cini," she continued.
"A little girl with a blue dress?" I
asked.
"That's one of her usual shapes, yes."
"I ran into her one time," I said.
"But tell me, what are you doing here?"
"Here at this moment with you, you mean?"
"No, in a more general sense. In this
reality?"
"Oh," she said, "but we are not specifically in this
reality at all. Not all the time at least. We..." She faltered, then she
started again: "I am here at the moment, but I'm also not here. I'm also
somewhere else, in another reality. It's a bit hard to explain." Wow!
Multi-reality beings! Able to be in more than one place at the same time. No
wonder Algo had such trouble with Violet: she was to him what he was to an ant
(in a manner of speaking of course).
"I think I sort of understand," I said.
"However, this still doesn't explain your own ties to Amber."
"Lord Benedict?" she ventured. "I remember I used to come
here quite frequently. There was a time when I was extensively involved in this
reality, but that was ages ago. Why here?" She shrugged. "Why
not?" She sounded as if this was as good a reality as any other. Her
expression became more serious, however. "It has been quite a long time
that I was gone," she said. "It seemed right to me that I should show
my gratitude to you. You may think that you really didn't do all that much to
help me, but to me your help was invaluable." She suddenly looked worried.
"I hope I haven't offended you," she said.
"Oh, no," I said. I was wondering where this would lead to.
"I do seem to remember that people can be
touchy about these things," she said. She looked at me expectantly. What
did she want from me now? That I'd find her some way in which she could show me
her gratitude? Well, there were of course always things that I could use, but I
didn't know the extent to which Tiziane was willing to go, and I in turn didn't
want to offend her. So I waited a while for her to come up with some
suggestions, and only when she didn't did I ask her what she had in mind.
"It's hard to estimate what kind of help you really need,"
Tiziane began, "but I can
think of a few things. Of course, there are limits to my powers." Glad to
hear that. "I could give you something, but by the look of it you could
really do with some assistance in another department." She gazed at me
rather oddly. Did she mean that she could perceive the effects of the Blood
Curse on me? Could it be?
"I don't know whether you consider this to be
purely your private affairs?" she asked cautiously. I found that my mouth
was too dry for a spoken answer, so I just shook my head. If she could see the
Curse, maybe she could help me find some way to get rid of it. Tiziane studied
me carefully for a few moments.
"Am I right in assuming that this is a hereditary one?" she
asked. I nodded. "I must admit this isn't entirely my field of
expertise," she said. "One of my sisters would be better at handling
it, but she won't be available for the next couple of centuries." He voice
sounded a lot colder than before when she said that, and I suddenly got an
inkling of who might have been responsible for Tizzy's earlier predicament.
"But you might be able to help me nonetheless?" I ventured.
"I do know some things," she said.
"If you've been around as long as I have, you tend to pick up quite a lot
of stuff. I must say that this is a very powerful Curse. Bound with the Logrus
too." She looked up at me with a sad expression. "I'm afraid I can't
lift it for you," she said, "I'm sorry." Oh well, I guess that
would have been too easy. I tried not to let my disappointment show too much.
"I don't know whether there's anybody in the Courts right now who
can do it," she continued. "I do, however, see one possibility for
you. There are certain powers that can help you, but they are currently not in
the right position to do so. Most of the ones who were aware of this situation
have already passed away. There are only three left at the moment, of which I am
one. The problem is that at the time, approximately a thousand years ago, we all
took an oath. This oath is currently in conflict with my wish to give you any
further information. There is some leeway for me to work with, though. I think
it would be best for me to have someone cross your path. I don't need to do too
much for that, just a slight nudge in the right direction." In the course
of these last few sentences her gaze had drifted away from me, but now she again
fixed her eyes on me.
"I shall put you on the right track," she said, "but you
will have to follow it to its end by yourself. There is some danger involved, I
must warn you, and although I can't see all the consequences, they might be very
crucial for this entire reality. I cannot break my oath, that's not in my
nature. The second person cannot help you either, because of his current
situation, but the third one might be willing to break his oath. His name is
Nisse, but I can't tell you what to ask him when you find him; you should be
able to discover that for yourself on your way towards him. Do you
understand?" I nodded. It was as clear as she could be, I guess.
"Before long you will meet someone who can help you," she
continued. "Could you please go out into Shadow for this meeting? Amber is
simply not accessible to all the possible twists of fate.
"Do you consider this to be enough for me to
settle my debt with you?"
"Oh, certainly," I said. As far as I was
concerned there had never been much of a debt to start with, so I was grateful
for anything she could do to help me.
"Well, I'd like to wish you every bit of luck,
then," Tizzy said, rising from her seat. I thanked her gracefully, which
brought a relieved smile to her face. She nodded one more time to me, before
snapping her fingers and vanishing from my room.
I poured myself another glass before going to bed, but sleep wouldn't
come immediately. I couldn't help going over our conversation again and again. I
don't know what this whole thing about oaths was all about, but I knew that any
oath would have to be a pretty powerful one if it could bind someone like
Tiziane. The fact that she hadn't been able to lift my Blood Curse herself also
kept bothering me. If it was that strong, what was I supposed to do about it?
Did I have any chance at all at finding a solution?
Now, now, Dorian, I chided myself, don't get all gloomy. Tizzy believed
that there was some way in which to solve this thing, didn't she? I felt that
she wouldn't just give any false hope.
So, it seemed that I would have to go out on the road again. First to
meet my mysterious companion, then on to seek this Nisse person. It was a good
thing that I had already taken care of the children; now I could set out at any
time I wanted. Wondering what kind of adventures this journey would bring me I
finally fell asleep.
I took things pretty easy the next morning. There was no knowing how long
this journey was going to take, so there seemed to be no sense in rushing off
unprepared. Before I really got a chance to get started, though, there was a
knock at my door: it was Adrian, back from his adventures and eager to talk to
me. I let him in and offered him a chair, already looking around for yet another
bottle of wine for us to indulge ourselves in.
"What's this I hear about you increasing your
offspring?" he said with a grin.
"You probably heard
right," I said. "Six kids in one go, it's a bit much, I know."
"Yeah," he observed, "that's what
Deirdre said too."
"So you've been talking to my Mother? What do you think of
her?"
"That's a hard one," he said pensively,
"I don't really know yet. Our conversation was a bit too general, I guess.
Corwin was a lot clearer right away, but then I've only just met Deirdre. I
don't know what she would be like as mother, or as grandmother for that matter.
Or perhaps I do now know a bit about the latter." He smiled wickedly. Sigh!
It would take some time before Mother would truly be used to the idea of six, no
seven grandchildren.
"I assume you want to me to introduce them to
you?" I said.
"Yes, of course I'd like to see them."
"Okay, then I'll take us to them right away." He shot me a
questioning look, but I had already begun concentrating on the Pattern. A few
moments later I teleported us both into the Shadow pocket that was my children's
safe haven.
It had come to me even before I had set out looking for a safe place for
the kids to grow up in: why not copy some pieces of different Shadows and
combine them into a little world of its own, a Shadow pocket? I had never really
tried it before, but from the things Fiona had told me about the process it
shouldn't be too difficult. Well, it wasn't, but it wasn't all that easy either;
not something I would like to do on a regular basis. The pieces fit together
rather nicely, though: there was a large mansion on a hill with lots of rooms
for the kids and the servants, and eventually teachers, to live in, surrounded a
large stretch of woodland, with all kinds of rapidly reproducing animals, fit
for feline hunting. Then there was a port town, at about four miles from the
mansion, for the supply of fresh fish from the small inland sea. Finally, a
number of farms around the town took care of any other physical needs there may
be. The whole thing was linked together as a sort of three dimensional moebius
strip: walk long enough in one direction and you'd end up in the place where you
started from. Really easy for finding any kittens who'd strayed too far from
home.
The folk I had brought to people this little world were all humans who
had been saved from a war-stricken world, which I had specifically sought
for this purpose. They were more than happy with their new home and easily
accepted the odd shape shifting abilities of their six little neighbours, so
there would be no trouble on that account. The only thing I would have to take
care of was the import of some special goods now and again, but that was done
easily enough. One of the advantages of this Shadow pocket idea was that I could
regulate the time flow of the thing more easily than I could with a normal
Shadow: I would slow it down whenever I was "outside", so the kids
wouldn't age too fast while I was away, while otherwise speeding it up in order
to be able to spend more time with them. The Shadow pocket needed some reference
point in the outside world, though, and I had made it into a small souvenir
presse papier, complete with a miniature version of the mansion and water with
fake snowflakes. I carried it with me at all time.
So, there I stood with Adrian in the hallway of the mansion. I nodded to
Anna, who mostly ignored me in return, and led my cousin through the house on a
quest for my elusive offspring. He was a bit baffled when I finally introduced
them, though, as if the real meaning behind the idea of six shape shifting
children only now began to sink in.
"Six!" he kept saying, meanwhile stroking
their backs and playing a little with them.
"Yes, six," I said when we had ended up
in one of the sitting rooms. "It wasn't really what I had counted on."
"How are you going to raise them?" he
asked. "And protect them? I mean, six at a time!"
"Well, I hope they will be reasonably safe
where they are now. At least they're safer here than with their mother."
"Where is their mother, by the way? And who is
she? I cannot recall you ever going to the Courts."
"Perhaps you do remember a certain cat who
used to accompany me?"
"Yes, I remember: Wylde," he said, his
eyes lighting up in amazement.
I explained about the dual nature of the Cardane and the civil war that
was currently raging through their Shadow. Adrian was interested, but he didn't
seem too surprised. What did appear to amaze him was my willingness to accept
responsibility for yet six other children.
"They're such easy targets for
manipulation!" he said. "I've heard too many stories about people
being used lately. With these six you now have seven children to feel
responsible for. I hope you will be able to protect them all." He fell
silent for a while and sat in his chair, apparently lost in thought. Then he
said: "I've got one on the way too."
"What?" I said. "A child?" He
nodded. "That's news to me. Since when do you know about this?" He
didn't answer me. His queer expression was getting me a bit worried, so I asked
him: "Who is the mother?"
"Narshila," he said, "a.k.a. Sereva Baccaran." I
couldn't keep my mouth from dropping open. "Yes," he continued,
"they're one and the same person. I found out at the ball in Galoria. Which
also explains our marriage, I guess." Then urgently he added: "Of
course I'd like to keep this quiet for a while longer." I nodded. Naturally
he could count on me to keep such a thing a secret. Adrian was shaking his head
melancholically. "I'm already afraid enough for the fate of my one child,
but six!" Well, now I could understand why he was so worried in that
regard. Poor Adrian! He was going to have a hard time raising a child and being
the king of Sherwyn at the same time.
"It's for their own safety that I introduced
the little ones in Amber right away," I said. "That way everyone will
be able to keep an eye on them."
"As if that will be enough," Adrian
sighed.
"I hope it will," I said and heaved a
sigh myself.
We talked a little bit more about raising children in general, before
drifting back to the Cardane and their revolution. I explained to Adrian about
the treaty between the Courts and Amber with regard to that Shadow.
"Why is that place so important, though?"
he wanted to know.
"I think it's just part of the border area
between Amber and the Courts. There are always bound to be troubles in regions
like that." Of course I also informed him of the role of the Tarsh in the
conflict, casually mentioning his brother's companion in the process. Adrian
smiled grimly when he heard this.
"Should there be any changes in the treaty in the near future, just
give me a call," he said. "I can't promise that I will be able to
help, since I can't really afford to tangle with either of those two powers, but
one never knows."
"Thanks," I said, "I'll remember it.
By the by, how did things go with your search for Rhiane?"
"Well, after some time looking for her I found
her," he said. "I also came across Murlas in the same place, so I
brought him back to Amber as well."
"What do you mean, you came across
Murlas?"
"He was a prisoner in that research centre
too, and I managed to free him as well. Why do you ask?"
"I heard some story yesterday about Murlas
being a prisoner, and somehow I just don't get it. I mean, he never was away for
really a long time, was he?"
"I guess he was captured and then held captive in some fast-time
Shadow or something like that." Hmm, I didn't like this. Adrian's answer
sounded just a little bit too glib and easy.
"There's still something fishy about the whole
thing," I said.
"What's fishy?" he asked. Did he look a
bit worried? I'd say that he did.
"Well," I started explaining,
"yesterday I was quietly talking with Julian in Amber, when suddenly Gerard
comes barging in, attacking Julian on sight. And he wasn't faking too: there was
little in that room that survived their fight, apart from they themselves and
me. I immediately contacted Random, but he was busy and he told me to call Caine
instead." Adrian smiled and I smirked in return. "So, I did. Caine
came through and managed to divert Gerard's anger away from Julian and onto
himself."
"What did he do?" Adrian asked. He
appeared really interested in my story, and I wondered whether he could see the
pit-fall coming up ahead.
"What I gathered from their exchange was that Julian had had Rhiane
kidnapped at Caine's suggestion. It was all some kind of plot to find Murlas
again. Of course Gerard wasn't too happy with the whole situation, since he
considers Rhiane to be his ward or something. However, Caine acted like there
hadn't been any kind of problem. He said that the plan had worked and that
Rhiane had not really been in any kind of danger, so he couldn't understand why
Gerard was so upset about it. Finally, Gerard walked away in anger, after which
Julian and Caine also left the room, leaving me with the whole mess to be
cleaned up. They had kind of ignored me
throughout the whole encounter, but that suited me just fine. The part that's
still unclear to me, though, is why Murlas had to be rescued when he was still
walking around at the time."
"But he was a prisoner, wasn't he?" Adrian said.
"No, he wasn't, for he was still at the ball
when Rhiane was being kidnapped." There, he hadn't seen it coming, I could
tell. In his confusion I noticed that he knew a lot more than he had told me,
but something kept him from telling me the truth. It clearly bothered him a lot,
but I couldn't tell whether he was bothered because he couldn't tell me or
because I had found out about it.
"Unless of course," I ventured after a minute or two of
silence, "the Murlas at the ball was not really Murlas." Which also
would account for Aradia's claim that it hadn't been the real one. Hah, I liked
it when some pieces fit together like this. The only pity was that I still
couldn't see the complete picture, or even make sense of this small part of it.
Why had there been a second Murlas? Who had set it up? Who the hell had managed
to play Murlas' role so convincingly? For how long had he been at it? All of
them questions Adrian might perhaps have some answers to. I watched him weighing
the options and struggling with the consequences.
"A promise is a promise," he said finally, "and sometimes
it leads to trouble." He shook his head; he was not going to tell me.
"I'm sorry," he said. "I'm very sorry. Maybe at a later date, but
not now." He looked quite tormented while he said it, and just to torment
him a little bit more I made sure to show how disappointed I was.
"Alright," I said, "but should you
happen to see Rhiane before I do, give her the whole story, will you? I think
she ought to know."
"Will do," he said, happy to be able to promise something with not too many strings attached. Ah well, that was the price of dealing with one's Family, I guess.