Chapter 078: Sea Ride On Amber, Mark II
"Though
you learn by the things that you did and have gone before you
And you trust
that you won't make the same mistake
By the time
that you realise anything you're only half through
It's the fool
who wins, for you it's just too late"
All That is
Real - Magnum
The next morning we assembled for breakfast in Melusine's room. By some
unspoken mutual agreement neither of us mentioned what had happened between us
the night before, and fortunately we didn't have to, for Fabian had sufficiently
recovered from our flight to be able to start asking some questions. His hair
was still quite long, but he was now clean-shaven and the resemblance with Brand
was stronger than ever, just as Melusine had said. I had some difficulty in
keeping from staring at him. When he demanded some explanations as to the why
and wherefore of our situation, however, I exchanged a brief glance with
Melusine which seemed to annoy him somewhat. Apparently, he felt that she and I
had been running this show long enough without giving him a say in the matter.
"Come on," he said to Melusine, "you at least ought to
know a bit more."
"You should be content to be out of
there," she muttered in reply.
"Well, thank you very much." The sarcasm
was clear. "And what are you going to do with me now? Are you simply going
to take me home to Twilldain?"
"Are you sure that's where you want to
go?" she countered.
"Why not? Twilldain is my House, after
all."
Melusine shrugged and looked at me. For a few moments I wrestled with the
decision that faced me, unsure either way what the outcome might be. Then I
ventured: "There is some uncertainty..."
"What do you mean?"
"You bear a strong resemblance to somebody
else...," I began, but before I could continue he interrupted me with a
frown.
"I've had that happen to me before," he
said. "A few people have told me that I look quite a lot like Prince Brand,
or something like that."
"You do," I said after another exchanged
glance with Melusine.
"Well, everyone knows that I'm not him. I'm
Fabian of the House Twilldain." There didn't seem to be any doubt in his
assertion, but perhaps his confidence only served to hide his deeper
uncertainties.
"I would very much like to believe you," I sighed, "if it
were not for the fact that those dreams that you told me about seem to fit the
events in the life of our Reality's Prince Brand in a suspiciously close
fashion."
"Ah, so that is why you were so interested in
my tales." Anger, annoyance, suspicion, but also a little fascination
strove for dominance over his expression. "Very nice," he spat,
"and where, if I may ask, is that Prince Brand of yours now? If I were to
believe my dreams, I don't think that things ended happily for him, or did
they?"
"No, you're right there. The last that was
seen of him was when he fell into the Abyss."
"And that's it? He never resurfaced?"
"Not to my knowledge. However, we've learned
since then that the Abyss itself extends through at least several and possibly
all Realities, and that it is a possible way of travelling from one Reality to
another."
"So, when you heard my story, you concluded
that I must your missing Prince Brand."
"Not right away, but after a while the
suspicion began to creep up on me, yes."
He looked away and pondered all I had told him. "No," he said
suddenly, "I can't believe it. Theoretically it could be true, I know, but
I really don't think so. Why would people tell me that I'm Fabian of Twilldain
if I'm not? If your suspicions were true, I would have been either a nameless
stranger, or people would simply have believed me to be this Reality's Prince
Brand." He had a point, but still... The similarities between his story and
what had happened to Brand were too great to be simply ignored.
"I can't explain why they call you Fabian of Twilldain," I
conceded. "Perhaps you're really him after all. But you were looking for an
explanation to your dreams..."
"And this goes a long way towards it, I know.
Only, I want all the pieces to fit together," he grumbled in frustration,
"and they just won't. What happens to you when you travel to another
Reality? Are there any changes?"
"I have to admit that I'm not all that
experienced where it comes to Reality travel, but I do know that some Realities
may be harmful to people from certain other ones. However, as you can see I have
relatively few problems functioning in this Reality, except for the fact that I
cannot use my Pattern abilities like I'm able to do back home." This gave
him an idea.
"If I were able to use the Pattern in your
Reality, it would be a clear indication that you're right, wouldn't it? Yet
there is also a possibilty that something very bad will happen to me as soon as
I set foot in your Reality."
"I'm afraid I can't offer you any
guarantees," I sighed.
"Well, it's all academical anyway,"
Melusine cut in, "because we've no immediate way of getting home. But I
guess the choice is up to you, Fabian: either you go back to the Courts, or you
come with us to see whether you're really Brand."
"I don't know. I would like to have some
certainty. I guess that's most important to me. If I come with you and it turns
out that I'm not your Brand after all, how am I going to get home again?"
He directed his question to the both of us, but I immediately acquiesced to
Melusine. She was the residing Nexus expert. She merely shrugged, though.
"I guess someone will have to bring you back.
The gates are not open to everyone."
"How long are we going to stay here anyway?" I asked.
"We seem to have a slight problem," she
sighed. "When I went out to buy us some new clothes and stuff yesterday, I
also had a look at the local Nexus gate, and it simply won't be opened. Either
someone has found a way to close it to the likes of me, or something has
happened to upset the entire Nexus system." Which would be a real problem.
I recalled that the gate near our prison had also failed to open and cursed
inwardly. "There were some rumours earlier," she continued with a hint
of hesitation, "of some corruption that had affected some of the Nexus
tunnels, but I don't know any of the details. There's one thing we might try: we
could travel to this Reality's Amber and locate the gate that's closest to it.
If something has corrupted part of the system, the Pattern's influence might
have shielded that particular gate just enough to keep it operable. I'm not sure
whether the Logrus would have a similar effect."
Well, it was not much of a chance, with too many mights and coulds for
comfort, but it seemed to be the only one we had. Unless, of course, you would
count jumping into the Abyss as a viable alternative, and I was neither
desperate nor crazy enough to consider that option. I looked at Fabian who
appeared lost in thought. The wail of sirens could faintly be heard in the
distance, but there seemed to be less gunshots during the day than at night. I
guessed this was a relatively safe place to hide out for just a little bit
longer. Even if our pursuers could track us to this Shadow, they would have a
hell of a time locating us in this city. And although we were a bit rested, it
wouldn't hurt to wait a bit longer if we were to essay the long and arduous
journey to Amber.
"Okay," I said, "I suggest we stay here for one more day.
This will give Fabian the time to make up his mind about whether or not he will
come with us, and perhaps you could try the local Nexus gate one more time to
see whether anything has changed. If that way is still closed to us, we must
find a way of getting to Amber safely."
Melusine nodded stiffly and after a moment's hesitation Fabian did so
too. When we had finished our breakfast, both of them expressed a wish to
venture out and explore a bit of the city. I declined and offered to stay put,
so that they could easily find me if need be. We agreed to meet back here at
dusk, and Melusine promised to take care of provisions for dinner. There was
still enough left from our morning meal to sustain me through the day, so there
was really no need for me to go out. I spent most of the day asleep, gathering
strength for an undoubtedly long trek through Shadow. During the few hours that
I was awake, I became rather restless, though, and I started flicking through
the channels on the television till I found one that appeared entirely devoted
to animated cartoons; although I had some difficulty understanding some of their
premises, their colourful antics kept me moderately entertained and their
nervous tension somehow seemed to echo with something from inside me.
Peculiarly, that strangely tense feeling I'd had once or twice before had
returned once again. I still didn't know what it was or where it came from, but
during the next couple of days it wore off again and it didn't return for some
time. That one day, it made me rather restless, though. At one point I took out
my Trump deck and shuffled through the cards, stopping to regard some of the
Trumps a bit closer. On a whim I shuffled and laid out a tarot spread, but apart
from a vague sense of dread and some hints of battle and danger I couldn't
divulge any clear message from it.
The others both returned well before nightfall; even though they didn't
say so, I sensed they too felt unsafe in this extremely violent Shadow. Melusine
told us with a characteristic impatient frown that the Nexus gate had once again
failed to open to her bidding. It would seem that that way was permanently
closed to us. Fabian had some interesting tidings, however: he had done some
checking and had found that although there weren't any regular trade routes
between this place and Amber, there was currently a fleet of about fifteen ships
in the harbour that would be sailing a good way in the general direction of
Amber. These weren't passenger liners, of course, but he suggested that we might
try to sign on as crew till such time as we would choose to disembark and
continue our journey by some other means. Naturally, this carried the
implication that he would be travelling with us, but though his alternative
sounded promising I was not without my suspicions.
"How far are we from Amber anyway?" I asked Melusine.
"Quite far. Just about halfway between Amber
and Chaos, actually. What kind of fleet is this exactly?" she demanded from
Fabian.
"Some kind of supply convoy," he said
with a shrug. "They're not from this place, originally, they're just
passing through."
"Do you happen to know who is in
command?" I asked, a feeling of foreboding closing in on me.
"No, but we can find out, if you think it's
important."
"Please, do so." The chance that it was
in fact one of this Reality's Amberites was too great to be discounted, and I
didn't know whether we would want to travel right under their noses, especially
where Fabian was concerned. However, the name of the commander that he returned
with (after he had first eaten his dinner) was that of one captain Witteman, a
name that I was totally unfamiliar with and that also didn't sound like any
alias an Amberite might use. Although I couldn't dispell my misgivings
completely, this supply fleet sounded like the perfect opportunity for a quick
journey through Shadow. The alternative would be the slow and no doubt strenuous
hike on foot, depending solely on Melusine's trinket, which would probably be
more likely to draw attention from other Shadow travellers. Melusine couldn't
think of any serious objections either, so we decided to try our luck and sign
on, making sure that we all ended up together on one ship. You never knew what
might happen, and I didn't particularly relish the thought of getting separated.
We had one more day before the fleet would leave port, but we didn't do
anything special, save for Fabian having his hair cut and dyeing it black at my
insistence. His resemblance to Brand was just too strong to take any chances.
However, his make-over didn't help all that much, for with black hair he looked
a lot more like Corwin. Short of shaving him bald there didn't seem to be much
we could do to make him look less conspicuous, so we figured that he would just
have to remain out of sight as much as possible.
Early the next day we reported for duty at our assigned ship, the Gouden
Gans, and an hour or so later the fleet hauled anchor and set sail. Right away I
was happy that we had chosen to sign on, for life on sea was a welcome change
from my days in prison or our recent headlong flight through Shadow. Sure, there
was plenty of hard work, but the crew was a large one, hailing from various
places, yet working side by side with a generally jovial air. Although I had not
personally spent too much time on such large sailing ships, I had enough
experience with smaller types of craft to pick up on the necessary skills with
due ease and speed. Melusine, too, had little trouble finding her place; the
crew was already a mixed one, with nearly a third of them women, so she didn't
draw any special attention. Like me, she ended up doing a lot of deck and
rigging work, relying a lot on her relatively greater physical strength. It
seemed to me that during our voyage she became a bit more relaxed, as if she was
shedding her personal worries or at least postponing them till such time when
they would become more imminent again. Now and again we would work together and
sometimes we would talk a little, just simple friendly talk. However, I kept
just a bit of a distance between us, wary of infringing on her like I had done
that night, and I believe she sensed and appreciated my forebearance.
We saw less of Fabian than of each other, since he had ended up working
as a cook's mate below decks. Only in our spare time the three of us sometimes
got together and talked a little; during these occasions I often ended up
regaling Fabian with more general stories of Amber, of which he now and then
seemed to recall some specific aspects. A very few times my talk became more
personal, as I would reminisce for instance about my children, but my
uncertainty about how much time was passing back home and the accompanying sense
of dread and despair made me quickly skip such subjects. I took to spending some
more time with the other members of our crew, those who knew and cared little
about Amber and to whom the name Dorian was one like any other. It was all too
easy to lose myself in anonymity like that, but of course it could only last so
long.
We travelled the high seas for a couple of days, picking our way through
various Shadow paths under variously shaded suns and skies, and nothing out of
the ordinary occurred, until the tenth day since we had left the harbour. It was
just past noon when we passed through to another Shadow and found ourselves
suddenly near an archipelago around which the sea was dotted with a sheerly
countless number of battle ships. Most of them flew a flag bearing a silver rose
on a black field, but there were also a number of black flags with the by now
familiar silver moon. Apparently, our supply convoy had reached its destination.
Our immediate job was indeed to distribute our cargo to the various ships
closest to us. They had been manouevred in that position earlier on; ours was
but one of many supply fleets, and one of the last at that. It didn't take too
much trouble to find out that this huge armada was indeed under the command of
Prince Corwin and his sister Princess Deirdre, and that they would be sailing
towards their home, Amber. Unfortunately, this Shadow was as far as our own
convoy would go. If we wanted to get any nearer to Amber, we would either have
to join the battle fleet or disembark and start walking. We were still a long
way off from our destination, though, and Melusine assured me that the Nexus
gate that was closest to Amber lay somewhere in the vicinity of Rebma, so we
would have to get pretty close. Considering the whole situation combined with
what I remembered from our own Reality's history, we didn't seem to have much of
a choice, for a journey across land would most likely lead us straight into the
arms of another army. We briefly talked it over amongst ourselves, but in the
end we couldn't do anything but sign on as regular sailors on one of the
warships, taking care to choose one under Corwin's command and staying well away
from the flag ship. With our luck, any of Deirdre's men would almost certainly
recognize us, but we might be safe among Corwin's crew. Of course, we had to
keep Fabian well out of sight, but fortunately relatively few of the crew
remarked upon the resemblance with their commander, whom they appeared to regard
as some kind of god, and they all passed it off as a lucky fluke, making Fabian
into some kind of mascot or lucky charm.
As soon as the last ships of the armada had been supplied and the last of
the convoys had left, a magical projection appeared in the air above the entire
fleet, confirming my fears and suspicions. It was Corwin, giving a rather
long-winded yet inspiring speech, urging his men on to their great and righteous
purpose: the battle against the usurper Eric, who currently ruled in Amber. With
the support of his lovely sister, the Princess Deirdre, he would rout the
opposition and reclaim the throne of Amber, which was rightfully his. Well,
actually all of this was a good deal longer and more stirring, but this was what
it boiled down to.
I thought back to our version of these events: our Corwin had not had
Deirdre's support, but Bleys had been at his side, commanding the army over
land, and some rumours among the crew confirmed that this was the case over here
as well. I wasn't entirely sure, but I didn't think the fleet had managed to
reach our Amber, although Corwin and Bleys's ascent along the steps of the
Kolvir was the stuff of legends. Had there not been a battle at sea? I didn't
remember clearly, but I believed there had indeed been one. Even though things
might occur very differently in this Reality, I couldn't shake a feeling of
apprehension, and during the next few days this feeling only grew stronger and
stronger. Where the voyage with the supply fleet had been nice and uneventful,
the armada seemed to be running into one problem after the other, each of them
taking their toll in sunken ships. Five were lost in a storm, another five were
plundered by pirates, three collided with a sudden spread of icebergs, and so on
and so forth. Slowly but surely the fleet was being whittled down to opposeable
proportions.
During one of our increasingly fewer moments together I relayed to
Melusine and Fabian what I knew about this episode in Amber's history, some of
which had come back to me now that I was caught up in these self-same events.
Naturally, they were less than amused, even though I explained that things might
reach a different conclusion here because of Deirdre's involvement.
"What was Corwin's downfall back in our
Reality?" Melusine wanted to know.
"I believed it involved Caine," I said.
"I'm not sure, but they might have made some kind of deal, which Caine
later came back on, blocking Corwin's passage and destroying his fleet in a huge
battle. I don't know all the particulars, but this is what I have gathered from
the talk among our relatives."
"I wonder whether this Corwin has made a
similar kind of deal with Caine," she mused.
"I don't know," I sighed, "and I
can't think of any way to find out. As far as I can see we seem to be completely
caught up in the course of events. The only thing we can do is try to stay alive
and hope for the best." Neither she nor Fabian seemed to like my answer
very much, but then neither of them could make any other helpful suggestions. We
were stuck, there were no other words for it.
Yet, perhaps the crew were right in thinking Fabian to be some kind of
mascot, for somehow our ship managed to sail through all the various disasters
and remain relatively unscathed. That is, until the time when the storm hit.
Now, there had been a few storms before, but this really was the big one,
lasting for at least several days. It was tough. We had to work night an day to
keep our barge afloat, with little time for food and no time for rest. But even
our best efforts couldn't keep the ship intact against such a natural force, and
we lost quite a few crew members too. Sometime during the second night, while we
trying to secure the rigging, the fellow next to me was torn from the main mast
by a powerful blast of wind, and I could only barely hold on myself. He had been
a quiet man, yet a strong and faithful worker. He was one of the many. I did not
even know his name.
Slowly we sailed on through our watery hell, ships sinking left and
right, until we finally reached the end. In the light of the setting sun, but a
few Shadows from our final destination, I surveyed the fleet and estimated that
nearly half of its original number of ships had been lost. I wondered whether
Corwin had been prepared for such losses when he had first set out. I wondered
whether this Corwin would fare any better than ours had done. Four years in a
prison cell with your eyes burned out was not exactly a holiday. I couldn't warn
him, though, not without him requiring some further explanation. There was no
choice but to let history run its course.
After only one night to recover from the ordeal of the storm, our next
challenge appeared on the horizon. It started with a few dots, then a few more,
then more and more, till they grew into sails and ultimately turned into a fleet
of warships at least as big as ours. They flew a green flag sporting a white
unicorn in a slighty different stance than the one on the Amber banner in our
Reality, along with some depicting a dagger on a black and green field, probably
Caine's personal colours. I cursed. We were very close to Amber, I reckoned,
probably somewhere in or close to the Golden Circle, but we were still a long
way from Rebma and it seemed nearly impossible to slip away right in the middle
of this fleet. We would have to fight along with all the others.
If there were any communications between the commanders of the two
fleets, I was not aware of them. With a grim expression our captain ordered arms
to be passed out to the entire crew. Wearily I made ready for battle, taking
some care to stay close to both Fabian and Melusine. Should there be a chance of
slipping away unseen, however unlikely, we might consider taking it, or in the
not so unlikely case that our ship would be boarded and captured we might at
least get away together.
Steadily the fleets drew closer together, like two swarms of hostile
insects ready to sting one another to death. Then the vanguards met and the
battle began. How to describe such a thing? Words do not suffice to tell of such
violence, such carnage, such heroics, such destruction. It was the stuff of
songs and legends, which would perhaps never be written.
Although ours was one of the larger ships in the fleet, we did not really
get involved in the real fighting until much later, as if we were being kept in
reserve. Now and then the captain would steer us towards nearby friendly ships
in need in order to offer assistance, but for most part of the first stage of
the battle I had a chance to observe the proceedings from the rigging. In a way
it was an educational experience to see two such great tacticians at work. Both
the flagships were there in the front lines, capturing and sinking opposing
ships left and right, yet studiously staying out of each other's reach, as if
they were not ready for that particular confrontation. There seemed to be little
pattern in the battle thus far, except for a kind of war of attrition, weeding
out the lesser ships to make the whole affair more manageable. It was only later
when skill and experience really would start to count.
The battle had been raging for some time at least, when I saw that
Corwin's flagship had taken more damage than it could handle. Signs flashed to
and fro, and before I knew it we were setting course towards it. As soon as we
came alongside, the remainder of Corwin's crew, his standard, and the great
admiral himself transferred onto our ship, and his former flagship was set
aflame and left to float or sink. Great! Suddenly the entire battle seemed to be
focused on our ship. Fortunately, everyone was too caught up in things to take
any notice of us, and Corwin himself was way too busy fighting and giving orders
from the bridge to spot Fabian's all too familiar face.
Now we got to see some real fighting, for Corwin steered us where the
battle was thickest. What can I say? It was hell, with people dying left and
right, and after every enemy ship that was conquered there was another one ready
to take us on. Still, we survived somehow. Now and then we stopped to pick up
some new replacement crew from friendly ships that were lost, but all in all we
inflicted more losses than we sustained on board of our flagship. It may simply
have been the presence of Corwin himself, but it may have been that the three of
us made some difference too. Although we took great pains not to draw too much
attention, our greater Amberite strength and our superior skill did not go
entirely unnoticed.
Some of Caine's ships were equipped with small ballistas that would
occasionally fire some boulders into the fray, even though in this chaotic swirl
they sometimes had as much chance of hitting one of their own ships as one of
ours. The damage that could be done to our ships in this way was substantial,
though, since a lucky shot might breach the hull below the waterline, yet most
of them were aimed to destroy the masts and rigging. However, the crew had to
watch out as well, for these shots seemed to be coming out of nowhere and they
could easily end a person's life in a flash. I had managed to dodge most of
these shots, when suddenly a shout from Melusine alerted me to another one that
seemed to be aimed straight at me. There was no time to dodge, and in a reflex I
struck at the rock with my left hand, severely hurting my knuckles in the
process, but deflecting it just enough for me to remain otherwise unscathed. A
quick glance told me that at least a few of the crew had witnessed my impossible
feat, but there was nothing to be done about it now. I could only hope they
would quickly forget about it till the three of us were long gone.
Meanwhile the battle still seemed quite evenly balanced. I seemed to
remember that in our Reality Corwin had had much more difficulty in his fight
against Caine, so presumably Deirdre's help did make quite a difference this
time around. Corwin's expression seemed fixed in a permanent triumphant grin,
which undoubtedly helped to unsettle the enemy mariners that got to face him.
We had just beaten off two enemy ships in succession and were caught in a
lull between those and the next fight, when I suddenly saw Corwin totter and
fall back against the railing. I couldn't see his expression all that clearly
from where I was standing, but he seemed to be under a lot of mental strain, as
if someone were attacking his mind, perhaps through a Trump contact. The captain
of the ship and Corwin's commanders tried to talk to him, but I could see that
they neither could get through to him nor knew what to do to help him. Soon we
had to face the next enemy ship, and with Corwin out of the picture the
commanders could do little but fight the good fight and keep the enemy as much
as possible away from their fallen leader. Quickly I climbed into the rigging in
order to get a clearer view of the entire battle, and I immediately saw that
Caine's ships were regrouping into new attack formations, as if he knew when to
take advantage of Corwin's momentary lapse. This clearly had to be a concerted
attack.
I thought but for a few moments before I started climbing, dodging, and
weaving my way towards the bridge. For better or worse we had thrown our lots in
with Corwin and Deirdre, so I had to do what I could to keep him from losing
this battle. As soon as we were off to the Nexus gate they could do whatever
they wanted to, but until then we had to survive and our best chances of that
were if Corwin was alive and well.
Fortunately, we were just being entered by the next enemy crew, and in
the chaos that followed I had little trouble in reaching the fallen figure of
Corwin that lay slumped against the railing. His eyes were unfocused, seeing
nothing of the carnage around him, and heavy drops of sweat were streaming down
from his forehead. Now that I was close, I figured that he must be locked in a
Trump duel, one that must have been engaged by his opponent, whoever that might
be. Cautiously, hesitantly, I reached out and gripped his shoulder, steadying
myself for whatever battle there might be raging inside. Two great minds were
there, locked in battle, harnessing each other in ice and mental lightning:
Corwin and his brother Eric. I should have known, their rivalry was legend. So
focused they were on one another that neither of them appeared to be aware of my
presence. I halted momentarily. They seemed evenly matched, but Eric had taken
the upper hand because of his Trump attack, which had taken Corwin completely by
surprise. Although Corwin was not beaten yet, he desperately needed something to
turn the tide and quickly too, for while he was caught up like this Caine would
take his chance to decimate the fleet. Well, I had come this far, I might as
well go all the way. With all my psychic power I suddenly lashed out, a pure and
crackling bolt of power aimed straight at Eric.
The attack took both of them completely by surprise, but while Eric was
frantically wondering where it had come from, Corwin did not hesitate at all. He
drew on his mental reserves and hit back at his brother with all his might,
forcing him entirely into a defensive position, until the only thing that Eric
could do to save himself was to terminate the contact. Relieved, but also rather
weary and confused, Corwin began to resurface, blinking his eyes to get a closer
look at his unexpeced saviour. However, I was not about to wait around for him
to thank me. Stealthily I slipped away again, quickly mingling with the
combatants to escape from view. Behind me I heard Corwin call out once, then a
short curse when he realised that I had got away.
He had better things to do than to worry about the mystery that was me.
Seeing that their leader was back on his feet again, the commanders immediately
started giving him reports on the new situation, and for a while he was entirely
caught up in countering Caine's new tactics. After that we had to come to the
aid of Deirdre's flagship which had got locked in battle with two enemy ships at
the same time. Together we beat them both and left them to burn as a warning to
the others.
After a while it became clear that the brief advantage that Caine had
gained during Corwin and Eric's Trump battle had been negated and that we once
again seemed to be evenly matched. Both fleets had lost a lot of ships, and if
we had continued like this the victor would only have been left with a handful
of vessels. Apparently, Caine was not ready to have the Amber fleet sustain such
losses, for he switched tactics again, drawing more and more away from direct
encounters, while at the same time trying to force our fleet in a direction away
from Amber. This appeared to be working too, and when the two fleets finally
disengaged, Corwin had little choice but to direct his fleet towards land.
Another sea battle, closer to Amber, would be to his disadvantage, for in that
case Caine would undoubtedly get support from the likes of Gerard or Julian. The
only thing for it was to strike land and hope to join up with the main army
under Bleys's command.
We finally dropped anchor in a natural bay not far away from the Garnath
valley. The order came to stay on board till the next morning, so that we could
rest and tend to our wounded before facing the possible dangers that awaited us
on land. Like Melusine and Fabian I had sustained but few injuries, just a
couple of scrapes and bruises. While we ate our meal together, Melusine
suggested that this might be a good time to take our leave from the fleet and
try to find our own destination, and I had to concur. We could easily swim
ashore from here, and later, in the army on land, there would be too many eyes
watching us to make our escape. So, after most of the crew had fallen asleep,
the three of us crept back on deck and over the railing, to let ourselves sink
slowly into the cold ocean water. An unfortunate splash drew the lookouts'
attention, though, and soon an alarm was raised, but by then we were too far
away for pursuit, and our former crew mates seemed too weary and unwilling to go
after us. And so it was that around midnight Fabian, Melusine, and I set foot on
the shore halfway between the valley of Garnath and Arden forest, ready for our
final lap to the gate back home. I could only marvel that we had got this far.